Here's how Taylor described the list:
Could signal protector, and/or aspirations greater than dating the boy on the FB team:
https://www.astrorient.com/bow
It looks like Taylor had a bit of fun with this map:
Right off the bat, I see she marked locations for her exes:
The map isn’t super-specific, but here’s some fun approximations Taylor may have been alluding to:
Augusta, Forbes, Gaylord, Kaylor
She’s silly finding all the beaver:
And we know how special Big Sur is to Taylor.
Another Augustine and a name-check.
Seriously, I scoured that area of NY and this is the only plausible option I came up with:
Long Pond, her Christmas tree farm, and kitties.
And Stonewall.
Look at the color scheme:
Delphiniums in her safe place…
Beyond the walls of the safe space, is the fish bowl:
Next we have a calming, lavender bath:
Owning the lavender part of herself is scary, back to the protection of the delphinium in the safe space:
People are around for this party:
BIG difference in relationship dynamic in front of people and cameras:
from:
She is really emphasizing that beard:
The nature of their relationship is very hazy, indeed
It’s giving:
The fishbowl outside:
It’s a set. Everything is fabricated. Nothing is as it seemed.
We see the cloud of lavender haze, even after Taylor’s safe space has been knocked down, and she’s visible in the fish bowl.
This speaks to her being able to come out.
But she still wants the lavender haze (protective bearding) to lend her image and romantic life ambiguity so she can feel safe.
Out of the closet, into the fish bowl.
But she pulls the lavender haze cloud over the top of her, obscuring view.
She’s no longer trapped inside, but Taylor is still somewhat hidden from prying eyes.
